My appointment today .......... | marji's Blog

 I am  posting this friends only, and I am posting it because I don't  want to tell over and over again. 

 Today Jim and I both  had appointments today at the doctors.   He was in  the room next to mine and we were playing on the phones to each other (our cells) and peeking out the door  at each other. It was really comical. 

 The doctor saw him  first.   

 Then it was my turn.   I had  went last year and the doctor called to say he wanted to discuss something in my blood test.  I blew it off.   

 Today, my blood pressure was 180/100....... then he walked in and first thing he says to me is..... "so you are having difficulty with your colon cancer"?       

 I  had told  them about the blood in my stool  so maybe that's where he got the colon thing.    

 He went on to tell me last year what he saw was a very high CA125 ?    Cancer  screen.   

 He has ordered me  to go to E.R. and tell them I have blood in my stool and he wrote out an order for a colostomy.

 He  wants me there.... like now.    

 I am so afraid and trying to stay calm ...... Needless to say, I'm not going today.    I just need to digest and  I don't know  what.  

 I don't want  sympathy I just  want my friends to wish good thoughts, pray... what  ever you believe in, please send it my way !  

 I love ya'll and I'll keep you posted.