Okay Ya'll ! | marji's Blog

 I am home !   I didn't go yesterday. Sorry for the delay and extra worry !  

  I should have come and told you so, but was to ashamed  to say after such a stink and all that I didn't follow through as expected ! 

 I won't even bother you with excuses and reasons........

 But Jim & I  went this morning.   Got there at about   5 :45 and was  surprisingly quicker t han we could  have imagined ! 

 My blood pressure was taken twice.   Both sides. The right side was  240/190...  The other was 217/ 190 !    Yikes !   

  Any way, I told the  doctor everything, including what the first doctor said, about the cancer  and how he scared me..... He scoffed and said that  he didn't have any  pull there at the hospital and that they'd take it one step at a time.

 They took blood but that was before  they knew about the CA125, cancer screen.    So they took more and the results will be told on the 16th when I go back.   I have a prescription for Colyte which will be ready tomorrow...

 So......... they did a rectal exam  and it came up positive for blood.  

 They did a ct scan, I had to drink a bottle of that stuff, which wasn't so bad.  And they shot me with that what ever it is. What is that stuff any way ?   I have to google it, but if you've had this test you know what I mean when I say, it spread through out me and made me feel warm at the crotch and I felt like I had peed myself !  

 *sighs*    They gave me  what was prescribed to me but has not arrived yet ! for my blood pressure...... I am at home, and OMG The doctor was soo cute, Jim says he's gay, of course.    But he was very positive. His bed side manner was awesome.  

 He told me as many of you have told me, one step at a time.   

 There was no mass or anything out of the ordinary on the scan.  

 So,  we will wait and see what they find from the extra test for CA125, and what we see from the colonoscopy....... and IF theres nothing there but still  on the cancer screen then we'll go from there till  we find where its coming from.  

 I am beat, and I will try to answer mail and such...... but I want EVERYONE to know, I am so positive and  not tripping at all !  

 I know Jesus is with me and so many other forces, that no matter what..... I am going to be fine. 

 And I am sorry for leaving you hanging ........